Taken from the pages of her diary, this song shows her very personal, yet relatable experience of heartbreak and loss. This song gives us a look inside what happened these four 'silent and songless' years, whilst also inspiring and giving hope to those who are struggling that not only do we all feel and do very similar things during heartache, but one day, the music and light will come back again.
Written and composed by Lesley Chiang, she teams up with one of Kpop's top music producers, Team One Sound, to bring her story to life.
Baby I really didn’t think that I could battle on for this long

Baby why can’t we just end this nicely?
Leave me a happy thought to hold onto, yeah
Baby I don’t want to know about her
You were the biggest love of my life
Baby why can’t we just end this better?
All that left of what was me died
I’m sorry ( I was foolish )
I was stupid ( I believed it )
I couldn’t help it babe, I loved so hard
I’ll take it ( this punishment )
I’ve served my time ( my commitment )
This body, heart and soul belonged to you
It’s love, L-O-V-E
How else am I supposed to be?
Who told me to hold on for this long?
It’s you, only Y-O-U
For years I was waiting for you
Who told me to hold on for this long?
Let’s see
Until we meet again
Baby I really tried it all and still can’t seem to say goodbye
Drunken times and self-medication
Comforts to me just live a lie
I’m sorry ( I was foolish )
I was stupid ( I believed it )
I couldn’t help it babe, I loved so hard
I’ll take it ( this punishment )
I’ve served my time ( my commitment )
This body, heart and soul belonged to you
It’s love, L-O-V-E
How else am I supposed to be?
Who told me to hold on for this long?
It’s you, only Y-O-U
For years I was waiting for you
Who told me to hold on for this long?
It’s love, L-O-V-E (Love, Love)
How else am I supposed to be?
Who told me to hold on for this long? (For years I didn’t know the truth)
It’s you, only Y-O-U
For years I was waiting for you
Who told me to hold on for this long?
Let’s see
Until we meet again
Let’s see
Until we meet again